Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Nap

Dozing off to Sophocles
Shifted sun across the room:
A change in scene, abrupt--
A violation of the Unities.
I wake to the smell of roasting peanuts,
Maybe baked grain
Or a trace of bacon and pancakes,
Everyone at the table
And my son announcing he’ll hike
The Mountains to Sea next summer,
That he’ll need new boots.

I struggle to interpret
Peanuts at Colonus,
Not expecting I would close my eyes
As Oedipus begs for kindness
From keepers of the holy ground.
 
                                                                             3/19/2013




 

                                                                                                          

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Music at the Museum

From Folk Art on the second floor,
The paintings are patches below, more wall than frame,
More frame (from here) than meaning. 
If the floor had a loose board,
If the board could squeak as viewers strolled,
The sound would make La Muerte grin,
Supervisor of Folk Art, bones on red fabric
Frameless, waiting for breeze.
Dr. Arturo Ortiz from the local University
Will translate tonight, but forgets his role,
Repeats Spanish slowly, as if for children:
Estudio número uno, de Heitor Villa-lobos,
que es muy importante para la guitarra. 

Javier Cantú Barrera
Wishes Dr. Ortiz would please sit down,
Stop fussing over music
That needs no Spanish or English,
Stringing lights in the square
Of Coahuila, remembering lanterns at dusk
That glowed between trees,
Patterns that moved with the branches
Where he walked with his wife
When their marriage was young. 

The boy in front sees trees
Grow from Barrera's thumbs,
Soft light glinting like feathers where
The flutter reminds him it’s almost spring,
The hummingbirds need their feeders filled.
He thinks of the sparrow that nests
In the rafters, listening and awake.
The boy dreams he's Barrera, writing songs.
He imagines a black beetle scuttling bright and alone
As paintings spill over their frames.
The walls are every color now, and the beetle is dancing
La danza del escarabajo, his most famous song. 

Javier Cantú Barrera doesn’t know the paintings
Behind have splashed the walls
Or that a beetle dances at his feet.
He sees a tired man leaning off to the side,
Gaunt skin over old bones, eyes deep in their sockets
Like the Don Quixote riding Rocinante done in bronze. 

Cántico a la Vida, very soft,
Says the evening is late, and sleep will be sweet.
He thanks the good people and Dr. Ortiz,
Lifts his guitar to La Muerte,
Who after the chairs are cleared
And the last door swings,
His red cloth, frameless,
Shifts in the breeze. 

                                                                                                 3/2013
                                                                                                 Hickory Museum of Art
                                                                                                 Hickory, North Carolina

Friday, January 18, 2013

White Christmas

Your face is one among the muffled heads
Cowled against the blowing snow,
Slick sidewalks forcing awkward steps
And stiffened knees,
Snow reducing us to toddler walk
From where I watch in a warm café,
Parked cars all the same now,
Edges curved and soft.
I watch from the upper room,
People shuffling on sidewalks,
Heads bent in the snow globe world
And cars losing color,
All the earth gone white.

For a moment warm in bed
I forget, reaching a hand that falls through you
Asleep beside me, landing instead
On an empty pillow remembering—
Moments are needed for reassembling
Oh, I’m here.

The room is brisk and white,
The trees smiling icicled
Beyond the frost-framed glass,
Oval photographs make me think
These trees are old,
Not photographs but windows
Frosted over, all but the oval centers
Framing trees like something
You would see on a Christmas card,
Imagining bells and something red,
Velvet warm and red.

Where is Christmas, with the children grown?
Did it leave with them,
A package tucked beneath an arm,
Plastic over the paper wrapping
To guard against the snow?

Below the guest room a coffee grinder claims
The world didn’t end as predicted.
No small feet in the hallway
Or whispers at the door—
No chores this morning
To pull me out of bed,
Where I procrastinate slipping feet
Into cold slippers to join the morning
Talk over coffee in bright mugs red
Against the Christmas snow.

I think of you, maybe next year—
Watch the trees through frosted glass.
Moments are needed for reassembling.

I wait, under good blankets
Holding heat.
                                                                                          Ann Arbor, Michigan
                                                                                          Christmas, 2012

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Fetch

Insistent slobber on a sad pink ball
Soaks against my leg
Where I sip coffee, writing alone 
At a café on such a day. 

I've worn a skirt to catch the breeze,
Which street dog slobber has smudged 
As the pink ball, dirt clinging, pleads.

I set aside my pencil and its perplexities,
 (Thoughts clinging)
And throw the ball.   

Incredulous, the dog hesitates a moment needed
To assimilate before wordless thanks turns,
Sounds of untrimmed nails scratching street—

Had they been metal, sparks would fly. 
I think of a dog with sparkler feet,
(remember phosphorescent fish at the Outer Banks,
4th of July, how they streaked).

Here is my friend come back again.
I reach to pet his head, but the flinch away
Is enough said. 

What the body would say before words,
Before stories intervene and the problematic leash
Impedes, 

I envy the street dog, simple and clear.
I stop minding the slobber
Down my clean skirt,
Catching the breeze. 
 

                                                                        12/8/2012